SirKitBreaker

 This is Avril. Things have happened. And it will change forever, I regret not saying goodbye to him. He was a soul of a survivor that did not survive, he became weak and lonely, he became ill and sick. Tired, and dying. He is gone now. Forever shall he be here with us in our beloved hearts. We all loved him very much. I didn't think I'd ever imagine what I'd do if this happened. But I am a soul of a believer. And I believe that he wanted to thrive in succeed in life. And that's what I'll do. I am going to try to help people through rough times with cancer on the side while a full time surgeon on the other. I am going to do what he wanted me

In all my months of having cancer I've never had a seizure. Which is uncommon but I feel like that can also be an accomplishment. But last night (20 mins after I posted my last journal) I had a seizure. hmm. I know It's probably the tumor but it just... Oh my god. What It Feels Like .-. Things feel kind of far awayI got really pale (says mom)I didn't remember anything important (Like my family's last name, or my own name.)And this freaks me out: I was walking through the hallway when I started to seize and in my mind I was saying really stupid things... Like, "Cheesecake, cheesecake where? Cheesecake." And then my mom said that we might ha

This is my cousin ^ Sydni She was diagnosed w/ Leukemia in mid 2010. This evening she just had her hair grown back to her normal length before getting sick. (dunno how long exactly) (1st pic) She called me and said she measured it every day since she was cured. I think that deserves some effort XD. Props to you. Anyway, I just wanted to let you people know that